A first aid kit, ajar of cold cream and a bag of cotton balls sat on the table in front ofher. As she cleaned the makeup off my face and tended to my ...ruised faceshe told me that she would allow me to continue to take the pills fornow, but she did not want me dressing as Stacy any longer."Please don't do that Mom," I pleaded. "I can't be Gary anymore." I'm sorry, but this has gotten out of control. You have to go back toschool in a couple weeks and I think it is best if you get used to. He marched into class and came to me very directly, and asked: "Mind if Isit in the empty seat in the back, Miss Enright? I get a crick in myneck sitting so close." Go right ahead. That'll be your permanent seat now." My sentences werecrisp and firm. He said nothing and proceeded to his seat.I asked Amy Smithson to sit up front in Paul's old seat. I knew she hadbad eyes and she would benefit from the change.Somehow, I got through the class avoiding looking at Paul, though I wastempted. . No, I saw this house in the Organizations archives. This is where it all began."Christina, half-listening, asked, "Where what began?"Raven said, "The Organization. Pay attention before I smack you."Christina said, half-joking, "Just try it."Lilly said, "Alright, you two, that is enough. Raven, tell me more please."Raven said, "I am not exactly sure who it was that put it all together. There were seven men. Paul and John were two of these men. The other men I have never heard of or seen. I asked. "It feels good in my hand."She played with the head, sliding her fingers around it, and along the circumference of the neck, underneath. He groaned and his hips bounced. She'd have played with it more, but he asked her to stroke it."You're going to squirt sperm," she said, moving her hand faster, "aren't you?" Ohhhh yeah, sweetie... any minute now... just keep that up."Denise's squeal of excitement signaled that she had gotten there first, and Cindy turned to see a thick stream of white leap up.