I somehow knew that money wasn't the answer. Later, when I did finally understand ... I had already taken my first steps well down the path for becomi...g forever damned with no sight of any possible redemption anywhere near the horizon! By then, the cost seemed only reasonable and somehow appropriate.The worst part about being home with my brain completely scrambled was that suddenly every moment spent with my family had now became an ordeal that could scarcely be tolerated. My new inner voice. Soon Will became to wake up. It was clear to himself that he didn’t know what was happening thought Will, when he looked around. The place wasn’t familiar although this scary looking person in black leather did look a bit familiar. At least the face somewhat.He noticed he was basically immobilized, strapped to this cross thing. Vile helped him sip some water and that was refreshing. Vile didn’t give him time to speak. Hello Will. Tonight, you will have an experience you never have had. Since. Like you walked on that pitch today expecting to win and that you wouldn't have to work for it. Let me tell you something, Edwards, no matter how good you are, no matter how much better you are than other players you will always, ALWAYS, have to put in your best effort, because if you don't, things like today happen."Jessica nodded, tears stinging her eyes."Listen, Jessica, it's not about working for your team mates, or for me or anyone else. This is about doing it for yourself. Don't you want. I recall that me and one boy used to tie a string around our dicks, just to be crazy, and swing them around and laugh. Then we tied them together, with one string around both our dicks, but not tight. I think at first it was really not so much about sex as just fun. But then we discovered how good it felt when our dicks and balls touched, and after that we took off the string & would rub our dicks and balls together and that felt so good. So we did it that way many different times. I always got.