Basically the message was he was sacrificing now to show me how devoted to the idea of permanence with me was, but once that permanence had a name -- ...nd I had his name -- he intended to fuck the living shit out of me, me smiling all the while, tits jiggling with joy in appreciation of the respect he showed for my pre-marital virtue.One night, on a rare occasion that my bra came off, he kissed and squeezed me, speaking directly to my chest as he told me (them?) how he respected my virginity.. ”As I drove slowly up Broadway, past BEAR, I knew it was still very much a long shot. But at least I was out of my fucking office, fucking driving somewhere. Doing something.Jesse called me this time on the Jeep plate, “It’s a fake, Winter. The first number is supposed to match the expiration date.”Walker: “My wife has a speech impediment.”Pilar: “Everyone once in a while she stops talking to breathe.”Pilar isn’t fearless, I doubt anyone is. Saints and madmen maybe. Misdirected pit bulls. But. Not only that, I had taken her virginity - I had half convinced myself to do the deed with the thought that she was used to sex and would not be too affected by the experience. Thus, I decided I needed to check out the female side of arousal. I knew I was sadly lacking any knowledge in that department beyond online erotica. And that IS sad.I leaned in towards and over her and started to softly kiss her about the face, lingering momentarily over her sweet lips and carefully sliding my tongue. She had grown into a gorgeous young woman and had the confidence to match it. She was the same height as me and the same build which meant that my clothes were forever going missing and later turning up in her closet. I didn't mind though, I used to the do the same. The gal had good taste! We were always open with each other - and very close as a family. It was the same with my son Jonathon (Jon) too and I was proud of the fact that they could both come to me for anything and didn't feel the.