Him, in the flesh, just beyond my reach made me … gush." Gushed?"Amy nodded. She paused, wondering if her next statement was a little too personal. ...I want to watch Dan fucking." Get a mirror. Go to a sex club." No." Amy swallowed hard. "Someone else."Renee arched an eyebrow. She drank. "I want to watch you fuck Dan."Renee choked, almost spitting a mouthful of red wine across the room. When she gained her composure, she said, "What?" Yesterday. I came seven times just thinking about you two. ‘Thank you, but why shouldn’t I be?’ ‘Well I suppose no reason, it’s just that I have never properly got to know a lesbian before. I thought you were a bit sort of anti-men.’ ‘Anti-men, me? Why some of my best friends are men bashers.’ I looked mystified. ‘Sorry, Roger, that was a joke, probably not a good one. No I am not anti anything. Well maybe racists and Arsenal supporters, but otherwise I am pretty easy going. Seriously, there is no more reason I should be anti-men than you are, assuming. . . losing Buddy,’ he said, his voice choking. ‘But this . . . reaction . . .’ Carolyn put a hand on the big man’s arm as Pat’s parents approached. ‘I’ll do what I can. But the decision to survive or not is going to be up to her.’ ‘What do you mean?’ Mary Baker asked. ‘I don’t know if she told you,’ Carolyn said clearly, ‘but I’ve been counseling her at school. At first it was just because she had behaved aggressively, but then she actually came by just because she needed someone to talk to. I. Joe reached down and grabbed Susan by the arm and jerked her off of the bed for a slow dance around the motel room. He pulled her close and mashed the front of his dirty jeans into her as they moved slowly in circles.He could feel her trying lethargically to twist her body from his embrace as his hands roamed down across her ass. He didn't know she had been drugged. He assumed that she was just as drunk as her worthless husband and unable to defend herself.Chet, Henry and Willy were watching.