Today at work when I asked her to spend the night I thought she was going to jump out of her skin she was so excited. I gave her the key to my apartme...t and told her I would be waiting for her out on the balcony in the hot tub. I got in the water and lit up a cigarette and smoked while sipping my scotch letting all the worries of a long day slip from me as the hot water relaxed me. As I had been sitting there in the hot tub I must have dozed off a little cause I woke to Alexis kissing me from. He said she had been caught peeking in peoples windows at night several times. She had a slight slutty look but every guy in school liked her beautiful big tits. She was sexy looking to me and now she walked over to me and stood in front of me….real close. ..... I am tall and she is short. I looked down at those beautiful tits as she looked up. She held out her hand and said: “I’m Ann, Cindy’s best friend…well…more that best friend.” Her sexy eyes never stopped looking me over. “We’ll talk. I watched her walk the couple of steps to the bed and jiggle her ass and then watched her lie down with her ass sticking up invitingly.- "Spread your cheeks with your hands."She grabbed her ass cheeks and spread them apart, revealing her nice little pink backdoor. I pushed a big glob of lube out of the bottle and into my hand and then spread the lube generously around her asshole. I did not finger her ass or push any in. The lube on the outside would be enough to guarantee smooth entry and. All of this would create an illusion that was powerfully erotic and would result in some incredible orgasms from masturbation. But what happens when it is no longer an illusion? No longer a fantasy? I am really a cocksucker. I have now done it many times, almost too many to count. I have discarded my dildos as sucking on a piece of rubber/plastic no longer gives me the same thrill. Instead, now when I watch porn, I think of my own experiences, how I am just like the person(s) I am watching. For.