He pushed me back, hoicked my legs up, pushed up my rather short skirt and virtually tore my knickers from me. A quick fingering to make sure I was we... and with my legs positioned on his shoulders he bent over me and unceremoniously slid his massive weapon inside me. I was stretched in all directions. Before I had a chance to savour the feeling he withdrew, turns out it hadn’t gone in all the way, he pushed in again, it went further, but still hadn’t penetrated all the way. He withdrew again. I don’t…”Beth began, feeling confused and uncertain, herself. “It’s not… traditional. You surprised me, that’s all. I liked it… but I don’t usually kiss.” ‘I don’t understand. We want each other. Why is this suddenly so difficult?’ each of them were thinking.“You asked me to kiss you once before,” Tanya said, trying not to sound too accusing, “the first time we met.”“I know,” Beth confessed. “That was to get to know you… to know who you are. Will you kiss me again? Now? For pleasure?” ‘That. I did terrible things. I became everything I loathed. I was a lost cause. Then, one day, I returned to the Light. While on a trip to NYC, a forty-something black woman and her husband saved my life. We had been talking on the lengthy bus ride from Boston to Chinatown, New York. I befriended them. When we set foot in New York City, we went to the train station together. It was a really hot day. For the first time in ages, my body failed. Dehydration brought me down in the subway and I fell,. He said well if there's anything you want to know about it then just ask. Ok I will I said. Jeff looked at me and said I could always show you if you wanted. I asked him what he meant. He paused and then said would you like to watch me wanking. This really did take me by surprise but after a couple of seconds I heard myself said yes ok. We went into one of the large shower rooms and Jeff told me to lock the door. I locked it and turned round. Jeff was stood in front of me smiling and started to.