' 'Hey, you only live once', was Tina's retort, hoping that she was just misreadinghis boldness. 'Well you're going to definitely eat those words toni...ht, we have a surprisein store for you that you'll remember for life.' At that Brandt suddenly seemedto appear out of nowhere and took a firm grip on Tina's forearm. 'Hello beautiful, ready for a night you'll never forget?' The two picked up the pace, virtually carrying Tina toward the large darkbuilding. She couldn't keep step with their pace. " No, I'm quicker. Give me half an hour, and I'll see you. K, bye." Sheclicked off her cell phone.As she rolled out of bed, she muttered to herself, "Tommi, what the hell didyou do?" Brian didn't sound very happy; something had gone wrong on theirdate - if they'd even _gone_ on a date.It took her thirty-five minutes to get a quick shower, untangle her hair,pull on some clothes, and scurry to the pastry shop in the student center.Brian was waiting, as expected."Sorry I'm late," Sara. A woman who welcomed him between her legs ... that was a terrific fantasy for a man on his way to being over the hill. The lessons he had learned over his lifetime made this immeasurably better than it probably would have been had he met her and they were both the same age. Both of them were benefiting from his learning those lessons.But as reality, it was a recipe for disaster. He was thirty some odd years older than she was. Eventually the differences between them would rear their ugly heads. But, I had to if I didn’t want to get yelled at, humiliated, and get beat on my naked butt. I had to find a way to survive and get through it alone. After the first couple of times he forced me to make him ejaculate, I convinced myself that it didn’t happen. I chose to bury it, put it out of my mind, and never say a word.“It was the everyday, constant darkness of being fence in with no place to go that was the most difficult. It was the feeling of living a meaningless life, and knowing your.