It never happened.It never could have happened, because it is based on a false premise. For the fantasy to be true, I would have to have had an older ...rother - and I didn't.In fact, my lack of an older brother is a major element of my life.The reality is that I was the oldest of several children. The fact that I was the first born - and a daughter, not a son - was an irritant to my father. It wasn't how he envisioned his family.As a girl I wasn't - and could never be - my father's eldest son.. Some girls might have flinched at encouraging a relationship. Allie’s one aim in life was to make Toby happy. With a little help from her parents she gave him a CD of Schubert sonatas for both instruments.Both were ecstatic which meant two separate long and ecstatic hugs. They also kissed but both were restrained, chiefly Allie’s for Toby.Throughout the vacation Allie was seldom absent but she was sensible enough not to push it. Both mothers were fully aware of her infatuation for Toby but. I said that I would get the work and went over to the filing cabinet next to my desk. I was bent over going through my files when suddenly I could feel their eyes on me. Normally I would think that was weird, but it was a total turn on for me. I couldnt even concentrate on the files I had gotten so wet. Did you find the files? Katie laughed. No&hellip,Im a little embarrassed about what happened next, but I felt like I couldnt control myself. It was like I had to do it. What did you do? I stuck. Traditional college fair. And then we reached the bar. We got a round of double shots of Canadian Club whiskey, an old favorite of our college days, and then all got a beer and headed for the dart boards. I don’t really remember the details of the next hour or so. As we played darts, word got out that it was Chris’s birthday, and everyone in the gaming area (especially a few old regulars who remembered us) started buying him shot after shot. About half the time our whole group was included in.