This is not good ... we cannot go here under any circumstances I think. We are coworkers. I will not cross this line.A very restless night sleep follo...ed and I was glad to hear the alarm go off even if I had been up all night. At least I was much closer to seeing Kaye and talking about what happened the night before.Breakfast as you can imagine was a bit awkward. How do you start that conversation?Sooooo ... I was thinking a bit more about how I peed on you last night and was wondering what. )Jen: (Elena once said to me that I should make myself seem like I’m more than I am. I don’t know if that’s going to work on Aafi. But I don’t want him to see me like I’m a boring girl.)Jen: (I’m going to look into her magazines. I’m sure I’m going to find something useful there.)Back in my place, I got everything ready and was waiting for Jen.Knock! Knock!I opened the door. She looks really small but really pretty. She’s wearing a shiny blue tank top with her belly exposed and jeans shorts in. When the wind blew in a few raindrops, I closed them halfway. “Do you still want to hear about mom, Daddy?” “Sure,” I said, “just let me open this wine first.” It wasn’t quite noon yet, but, as they say, it was five o’clock somewhere. “Do you want some?” “No thanks,” she said. “So about two months ago, Chase said we really should do sex the right way. I didn’t know what to do, I didn’t want to lose him to some slut who would fuck him when I wouldn’t, but I was still scared of getting pregnant.. .. I guess I'll go home then."She turned to leave."Just because Laurie's not here, Kimmy, that doesn't mean you can't use the pool."She turned around again and managed a brave little smile. "Thanks, Sam." She brushed a tear from her cheek. "Is it okay if I go back now?" Anytime you want. The gate's open."As Kimmy walked away, rational thought returned to my booze-addled brain. "No school today?" I asked.Kimmy stopped. "No, it's a PD day. Thanks again, Sam."Kimmy was such a petite little.