Samantha, my brilliant fourth grader, was spending the night with a friend. “Oh momma,” Samantha said to me as she saw me applying my eye shadow....“Do you have a date?” “No,” I replied, “But I’m just going to go out and have a good time.” “You look so pretty,” Samantha told me. She knew how to brighten my day. Brenda was my best friend. She had a fourth grader as well. Her and Samantha were very close. Brenda knocked on the door as I sat putting on my make-up and Samantha was busy watching. Then came "the" change. In January Jim joined the Navy and after boot camp was off on a ship to the Middle East and the gulf war. Because they were young and the Navy didn't pay all that well, Romie moved "home," into our house. Mom and dad gave my room to Romie and I moved into the basement. That was OK because my room had been Jim's before he got married and besides, having my bed in the basement gave me a great deal of privacy although it wasn't pretty place to live.One of the best things. When Sarah returned to the seating area after she threw the tops out Jared called out to her. "C'mere Honey." He held his arm out and when she got near to him he grabbed her and pulled her down onto his lap. Sarah almost fell onto him and sat stiffly wondering what he was up to now.She didn't have much time to wonder. He reached up and began unbuttoning her top. Sarah grabbed his hands and tried to stop him. He grabbed her hands and held them behind her as he once again began unbuttoning her. During this time, the “guy”… err, I mean the sissy imagines herself undergoing forced feminization; however, the fantasy of being a woman or having sex with a guy (as a woman) ends with each blown load.Phase 4: Fap content runs out. Videos are re-watched. This causes subliminal messages to be internalized even further. Occasionally, a new video will be produced, but these are few and far between as they are mostly produced by other users, in their spare time, and the content creators are also.