Maurice and I went down stairs to discuss what the plans were for the next few days. Maury and I returned to the living roomHe went directly across to...a wet bar that was located in one corner. “Brandy, or something different?”“Go ahead pour yourself one. None for me. I had a problem with booze when Bonny left me, so I don’t drink at all now. This was because of a promise I made to my father and has nothing to do with Bonny or your family.”“A man should honor his promises and especially to ones. I would be his bitch.Connie let go of my hair and raised her right palm in front of my eyes. "Stay there, Silvee. Wait for him to decide."I stood miserably still, afraid of what Kane or Connie would do. A different feeling appeared deep within my misery, a small sphere of calm halfway between my belly button and my spine. It was a strange, tiny hope that comforted as if to say, "It's almost over, Silvia. Soon you'll be free."My trembling didn't slow, however. It worsened when Kane strode up and. January 20Sorry I haven't written. School is so hard. Like I wish I could takePerry the Bear with me to school because he's my little cuddle monster. So Mandy and Eric and me are in a study group together. And I thoughtwe could be all best friends together but Mandy and Eric are alwaysbeing so lovey dovey. It's just because she acts like a total slut. IfI wore little dresses like she does or super high heels, he'd probablyalso want to spend time with me. Just because she has bigger boobs. It would also give me a chance to see how the man I had lunch with every day but knew very little about really lived!Chapter Two – “Pocket Protectors”Remember my saying that part of my story began in the present but actually it did not. Well, some of it that did not began about one year earlier. And it goes something like this…“Mind if I sit here Jeremy?” I asked, pretty sure he wouldn’t object, especially because at the time, all eyes in the break room were upon me. It wasn’t because I was.