[unintelligible] I can't [unintelligible].D. Okay. Tomorrow.[end of tape][end of session][Session 26-61104. Keller, Timothy J. November 15th, 1989][D ...ndicates Dr. Keller; J indicates patient; % indicatesunidentified persons][transcribed by Jennifer Phillips on December 17th, 1989]D. Okay, we're recording. Are you ready?J. What do you want me to do?D. I want you to complete what you were talking about yesterday. You said - hold on. [sounds of paper rustling] Here it is. You said, "Every. I am consumed by lust now and I cannot wait for you to enter me for the first time. I try to relax, making it a little easier for you to push straight in, but nothing happens.“Don’t tease me!” I say, trying to turn my head around to face you.“Beg for it,” you reply.“What? Don’t be stupid, just fu- ““Beg for it,” you repeat, as I start trying to raise my hips up in the hope that your cock will then slide straight into me.Before it makes contact, you pull away and slap my ass, hard. Then,. Alex and Sammy got excited because it was a while now since they had watched a movie together. To spice it up a bit, Amy took a cd out of her secret porn collection. Alex and Sammy were completely unaware of this. They both were casually dressed and were waiting for their mom to return. Amy inserted the CD in the player and started the porn.Unlike normal movies, the screen directly opened with 2 girls surrounded by 5-6 guys around them. Alex and Sammy looked at their mum and Amy simply winked. That is the way I proceed, but in ways you cannot fathom. At night, I slip to the see your yearning. It may be as simple as a change from your longtime lover or as intricate as exploring the fruits of your gender. You look straight at me, but never see me. How could you see through the looking glass? I don’t really have name. But the title ‘Man in the Mirror’ seems to suit me, though I can choose my appearance, Man or Woman. I am a traveler that is never seen. I seek, every night for someone.