And the next day she went to work before I woke up. Which wasn't all that abnormal, really.While she was gone the next day I went back into her room. ... was only just starting to work out my feelings about what I knew had happened the day before. I looked for her vibrator, but I couldn't find it. It wasn't in her usual spot. It had been in the same place for months, but now it was gone. I couldn't be deterred. I looked everywhere. Eventually I found it in a shoe box in the corner of her closet.. It went for almost three years, we had to talk about it.But I don't remember the first time.What we said.Except telling her that she didn't have toand she couldn't tellbut she didn't have tobut I wanted her tobut she couldn't tell.Sometimes I wanted to threaten herthinking about what could happen to me --what people would saymy BROTHERhis WIFEChrist, our parentsCousins! neighbors! Mother's bridge club!prison? do the parents have to press charges?would they(have)?-- sometimes it made me so. "I saw you...with the guy...on your knees."Miranda slowly handed the phone back to Carrie and sat down. She looked like a small c***d that had just been caught with her hand in the cookie jar."How much did you see?" she asked."I only saw you for about twenty seconds but it was...you know, the last twenty seconds," Carrie said, not looking at her. "He caught me just as he was finishing and I left. That's why I was leaving early, it was just so shocking." Carrie stood up over Miranda and placed a. ”“I know ... school is going to be a drag.”“We’ll have to see about that.”“Thank you. Auntie Surprise.”JW knew Tyche wasn’t thanking his sister for the boat or the split. She was thanking Surprise for getting her homeschooled ... before it happened.And JW knew it WOULD happen.So did Tyche.The line locker doesn’t have a ladder ... Tyche jumped.The lines were labeled FARR ... and Tyche read the label. She didn’t leave a mess. She took down only the Farr lines and left the rest.Had someone been.