As I lay in bed that morning, I thought about what I must do. I must convince Howard that I have given up any idea of an affair. I must make him belie...e that I am his exclusively and that my request the other night was nothing more than the ravings of a menopausal woman. Surely he could believe that was possible. I had stopped taking hormone replacement therapy after the health scares. Perhaps I could blame it on that.I told Ginny about my confrontation with Howard. She scolded me for being so. I have seen his dick many times, and have dreamed of the day to suck on it. It was 6" cut with a very nice purple head. Though I was in denial of being gay, he must of suspected that I was gay. A couple of months ago on the beach 2 girls walked by with thongs, and I let slip out of my tung "eeew" and I think he heard me, and looked at me with this stare. Well this one day in my room, we started to talk about sex. The next thing I remember was he was jerking off and so I was I. I was. " With that they all looked nervously at each other. Samantha noticed that she'd scared them and hurriedly tried to reassure them. "OH! Don't worry it's nothing dangerous! You wont be harmed or anything and you can be changed back when you leave the ship." That hardly reassured them and they immediately bombarded her with questions."Um I'm making a mess out of this. Let me explain from the beginning. Please?" As they all reluctantly nodded their agreement she continued. "Thank you. Like I said. He hacked up a gob of phlegm and spat at me. From the four yards or so, it nearly hit my shoe. I tried not to flinch but it was obvious that we weren't going to get away with giving them anything in my pocket."Girls, behind me" I said forcefully so that they'd obey instantly.The three uglies took up a line to stop us and began to move to our flanks."Listen, we really don't want any trouble OK?" I tried not to sound frightened but that was a tall order."You ain't no trouble cunt we just want to.