I?m not beautiful so it was easy forme to escape attention and get on with my work. It was when I was 24, 9 months backthat I got home one day and had...a nervous breakdown. I felt likemy life was meaningless, here I was, apparently in the prime of my life cominghome and going to bed at 9 O?clock with a mug of hot chocolate. I dressed in thesame clothes I?d worn for years, a brown suit and flat shoes for work. Nomake-up. I felt like there was no way anyone would find me attractive. I woulddream. She was enjoying the touch and massage and not saying a single word.Then I slowly started massaging her thighs and her pink panties were on view. I could see a small patch at the glory hole. I started touching her inner thighs till the crotch area and she was not objecting at all which gave me confidence to advance. I asked if she can take of the gown and she just removed it in a jiffy facing away. Now she was just in her skimpy pink panties which were unable to contain her heavy ass.Now I kept. Julie, they can probably do the documentation by themselves, but they will also need a video studio, video editors and possibly a producer or narrator to plan out what should be documented and do the voice over to explain what the viewer is seeing. Set them up on Level 16, and if we don’t have that type of talent and equipment, find it for us.”By the time, we finished our conversation, we had reached our home and everyone headed for their bedroom. Considering how late it was and what we had. I said, " Sure why not", and we walked over to the dancefloor. His arms felt strong as he held me and we danced to a few songs. He had rhythm and know how to move his hips when he grind me from behind with Nelly's "Its getting hot in here" . He held on to my hips and when his body hit my body, he held on tight, at one point he cupped my ass and I didn't move his hand. When his body hit me his cologne gave me a vibe- I wanna to fuck this guy vibe. I am not the one to do casual sex but this is.