I could see little cupids in every man’s eyes when they looked at me. I began to disobey my father by wandering into the fields to watch the men wo...k. By god how different they were to a white man. Their torsos were so muscular and elegant. I just couldn’t look away from any of them. One man had caught my attention more than the others, I didn’t know his name but I imagined it was just as handsome and exotic as him. I spent weeks throughout the summer watching the black fieldhands in secrecy,. She always tried to please.she followed me around like a pet dog.i swear i didnt know she was a virgin.it never came up in our conversations and i guess i thought at 18 she had been deflowered. we would go get coffee together ,all of us in the office would go out to bowling,pictures,pizza,bar.well you know the drill at the office.just hanging out.occasionally i would drop her off at home .she had an over protective father.he must have come out of the arc.but whatever the reason she always was. "Good! Now you'd better put your little wife on for me, or she'll be wondering why I called. Course I won't tell her that I rang to ask her husband round for a fuck," she adds, mischievously.With that, I drop the receiver and call my wife, Pat, to the phone. As she starts to natter away to her 'friend', I indicate that I'm off to take the dog out for a walk.My knees are trembling in anticipation as I walk up the road to her house. In addition to the excitement, guilty thoughts are rushing. William suggested that each morning they spend a minute to remember the feelings that motivated them to get married. Lucy suggested that each night they spend a minute to think about what they had done that day to let the other know that they were loved. The rest of the elders had nodded their heads at the wisdom imparted to the young couple by William and Lucy.Once the elders had finished giving their advice and the food on the small plates had been consumed, the wedding party moved outdoors.