This time Carla led him herself. Bruce was dumbfounded that they let a woman off the street inside but, Carla winked at the security bouncer and pulle... off her overcoat to reveal her silk lingerie outfit. She joined the line up and pushed Bruce back into one of the sofas and told him to relax and watch. Soon one of the regular guys took Carla aside to one of the rooms to see about the new talent. Bruce watched and wondered what might be going on behind closed doors. He knew in general but, the. Ohhh, please ... don't break my heart. You feel like you belong in my arms ... and in my bed ... Get a hold of yourself, Jon... The woman's anger receded to be replaced by surprise when she looked up into his face. He held her against him a little longer than was necessary. Her surprise flickered with a flash of desire. Then it morphed into an almost compassionate gaze as she stared at his mouth.Let me take your worries away ... Shall I pull your face down to mine ... press my lips to yours .... I hadn't been down 'the path', as he called it.I spent a long time agonizing over what to do. The ball was definitely in my court. On the one hand, Sally had made it clear that she could accept it if I could not bring myself to put her in bondage, and not to be her 'Master.' But could I live with knowing that the woman I loved was being refused the thing that totally fulfilled her? I had seen, felt and experienced the explosive climax she'd had when I had tied her hands with the belt of her. She's been a widow from about five years and I wanted to check on her. She was surprised to see me and invited me in asked if I wanted to join her for a drink. We sat and had a few drinks when the tv show ended and another movie started. We talked and drank more and we realized the show was a showtime x-rated version and it showed everything but penetration. She apologized and I told her it's ok and we're both adults and old enough to watch. She asked if I was too embrassed to watch it with an.