He felthorrible that he did not make a connection to the disconnection his bestfriend had with the world and worse, with his own body.The wounded seek...r got his strength back and returned to reading theDiary of Jane. Even with his newfound resolve to find the reason, heburned each page from his mind and turned the other way from the pain ashe read on. Derrick could not stop, he had to find his place in thediary of Jane.Derrick found no relief in the pages. His friend had a crush on him,that. ”Tim, with his arm around her, holding Abbie tight against him as he carries her laptop case on his other arm, they make their way down the blocks from the train station to Abbie’s flat. Once there, Tim takes Abbie to the couch and actually sets her on his knees as he strokes her back and tells her whatever is the matter he will try to help her as much as he can.Tears are in his eyes, knowing that he hates to think of his Abbie being distressed in any way. It takes him back to Saturday night,. The day was beautiful. It was going to be hot, sunny and steamy in more than one way. Her plan was to go see the girls and have drinks with them. She had never really formally met Amy as Amy always had left the rent in an envelope at the office mailbox. She had passed her a few times in the main lobby or seen her at the pool but that was it. A quick hello or how are you had been the extent of their conversation. Angelia got out of bed. Her husband Ryan still slept soundly beside her not even. He was tempted to take her from the table and whisk her away to somewhere where she could be his alone, but he got immense pleasure from seeing the way others enjoyed her, and how she responded to them. He loved the sound of her orgasm as it periodically silenced the room, quickening his own heart beat, as he knew it must do to everyone in the room. Only once did he move up to her and let his hand slid down her leg to touch her sex; she responded, but he doubted she could tell it was him. .