While she had her back turned I grabbed her around her head. In seconds she was free and I found myself on my stomach. Somehow she had my legs split w...de and doubled behind me. She reached forward and grabbed my ponytail, pulling my head backwards. It felt like she was going to break me in half."Say you're sorry," she demanded.There was nothing I could do. I could barely even move enough to speak. "I'm sorry." Tell me you're a bitch!" she ordered."You're a bitch!" I answered. It hurt, but what. Raat ko 10 waje khana khatam karke apne room mai aya aur sone lagi didi ayi light off karke mere bagal mai sone lagi kuch der baad didi boli rahul tujko kya pata hai mere baremai mai kuch nhi boli didi phir boli bol na kya kiye hai mene mai boli sab kuch janti hu didi boli kya mai boli cousin ki shadi raat jo tumne kiya hai didi kuch nhi boli didi boli tujko kese pata chala maine bola mai pehle akhir tak thumare upper nazar rakhi thi tum jab susu karne gayi thi uske bad mei v gaya tha susu. .. shit,doesn't anybody actually work around this goddamn place? Suddenly Ifelt a desperate need to be alone, a hungry longing for the solitarylife of the past few weeks. Who the hell were all these people? Ididn't want to know them, hang out with them... I definitely didn'twant to work for these kids, scurrying after them, transferring theircalls, fetching their bloody copies, filing their paperwork andcarrying drinks into meetings.How the hell was I going to survive the weeks and months to. "I looked out my hotel room window and saw that it was snowing, nice big white flakes covering the city streets and making them into a beautiful panorama of softness and light. I decided it might cheer me up to take a walk in the snow, something we saw little of in El Paso, where I was from. I put on my overcoat and some gloves, and trudged through the hotel lobby, drawing unbelieving stares from the desk clerk and the few guests huddled around a fake fireplace for warmth.Outside, it was even.