I told her that she looked nice, and that I should probably change before we went over to the club. "I don't want people to think I'm just a hired han... on your plantation."She said, "I have to dress nice when I go out or my sponsor would get mad." You have a sponsor? Is that like a sugar daddy or something?" No, I'm a professional barrel racer, and Wrangler sponsors all of my clothing. I have to wear it whenever I'm out in public. They send me new stuff, but if I want, I can go into the store. She was incontrol of me and there was nothing I could do aboutit. And there was something even more pathetic than myinability to fight her will. As I kept my eyes awayfrom Nora’s face, I couldn’t help but stare at the hugetits. Just looking at them I felt a touch of that warmwonderful feeling I’d experienced when I tasted hermilk. Against myself I found myself wanting to suckleagain! Nora pushed my face back down to her ass, and I buriedmy face in her crack once more. Thinking. "Maybe we'll get to have some fun withthese again soon." I said to the younger boy as I reached over andtouched his penis lightly. "Yeah that would be kool I liked that." Hereplied talking about the fun in wal mart. We finished our business andwent back inside to see AJ now awake. "Hi bubby how ya feelin?" Donnyasked his big brother. "Better dude. Hey Derrik will you get me someshorts and stuff so I can go pee to? I don't want that dude to see menaked and stuff." He asked referring to the. Starting and stopping again before we ever managed to make it clear to the other how we felt. It had caused casualties on both sides, prevented me from being happy and making any attempts he made at relationships crash and burn. But maybe all our past had been a road, a road to where I now found myself, standing, shaking, my hand on the polished brass door knob that lead to so many possibilities. I took a deep calming breath, steading the butterflies that crashed about inside chest. I had two.