00am.I was woken at around 5.00am with a hard cock poking into my back. I turned over a little and saw Sean, fast asleep. I really didn't know what to...do. Like I said I'd never fucked Sean, never even really considered it, but that hard cock - pressing through his boxers into my back was turning me on no end.I decided to wake him. "Sean I think you must be having a nice dream" I told him. "Oh my god! I'm so sorry, that's really embarrassing" he told me.But by now, the thought of that cock was. He brought it back. Alex and Terri continued hanging on the ends of my canoe, waiting for their turn. Joe pulled alongside my canoe again. Abby and I held his canoe steady while Joe turned Rob's canoe perpendicular to his canoe. He turned it upside down and pulled the bow up and slid it across his canoe and my canoe, draining it. We rolled the canoe right side up and dropped it in the water on the side opposite Joe and Barb. Abby and I held the canoe steady while Rob and Cindy climbed back in. That is 28 years older than me. No one was around so I got him back to my car and set off to take him home, but he asked if we could go to mine first ‘til it was dark so he could get into his home without the neighbours seeing.Those guys had taken his clothes he would have changed back into after the club. I share a place with a couple but they were away for the weekend so it was ok for him to come back. When we got there i went in and got him a coat to cover himself.Inside he took off the coat. Even my independence was a facade build only on myposition as a white woman of privilege. Markus showed me my real beauty and guidedme to an understanding of my true strength. That submission to a man, a realman would unlock my true beauty that would radiate to all. Much deeper thanthat and far more meaningful he allowed me to understand my identity. Hisguidance allowing me to accept that my genuine importance came from mysubmission to one who deserved and understood that gift. Moving.