Tar janno to amra ajke esechi re shali tor gud marbo bole, tor guder katha chinta kore mal felechi, ebar tor gude mal felbo re. Kakima du duto bare pe...e to konta chere konta nebe bujhte parchilona duto ke niye chata chati korte suru korlo ekta chare to aar ekta chate. Ami bollam ki amar lisa sundari cheler bandhure bara peye kemon lagche, lisa bollo char to bokachoda amar guder janno bara chai hok na cheler bandhur, age to guder jala metai tar pore dekha jabe. Mana bollo salir khide dekhechis. I then sat on my bed, or her bed, or whoever the bed belonged to,and tried to shake it all off as a bad dream.Eventually I fell asleep, fully clothed, worried about what was going tohappen to me next.-----------------------------------------------------------------------I must have been tired, because I slept right through until the nextmorning, still wearing Thursday's polo shirt and jeans. The clock in myroom read 8AM.I did all of my getting ready as usual, and headed off to University,again. " Then why did you not pursue intercourse with me?" I cannot have sex as a man. My cock is locked up in a device that my wife had the key for. I can only assume someone at the hospital or crematorium has it now and they never returned it to me." If I wanted to have a relationship with you despite this how would you feel?" I would be happy to find a woman who loves me, but I am afraid I can only offer you limited sexual stimulation and I would be unable to please you and keep your heart." If I. ..you decide." Did I make a mistake getting on the gay internet site? I am so horny;but I am married. I love sex; especially anal with toys. But to do it with a real cock and a real guy mmmmm...I do love getting fucked by toys. I bought a huge dildo for my wife but she didn't like it. So I thought I would try it just once. I measured it 9" long and 6" around. Almost bigger than a coke bottle. Back then (as now) I was so horny for sex of any kind that I thought I would.