. uh... fucking around that is. I'll be in touch. Good bye Nicky."I left her there in the bedroom. I went straight out to my car and throwing in my cl...thes, I went back and got my forty-five. I had nothing else in the house I wanted or needed now. I couldn't drum up even the littlest bit of anger or hurt. I was just numb.I went to a motel for the night, and since it was still early enough, I called around and got an attorney making an appointment for the following day. Sitting in the motel that. Thankfully, she sat, listening."I want you to remember some things," he said, trying again. "I think you'd want to remember them too ... I think they'd be important to you ... to us ... but at the same time, I DON'T want you to remember some of the really painful things."She sat, still, stiff. When he didn't go on, she spoke."Can I say something now?" Yes," he said weakly."Do these painful things that I can't remember ... do they involve you?" In a way," he hedged."Did you hurt me?" she. . " Yea it does. You a muscle freak aren't you. Do you dream of me beating youup, putting you in the head lock and having my way with you?" Y ... yes"She let out a loud sultry laugh"Good, like kinky, little wimpy muscle freaks. Like to see them tremble. Loveseeing the cock pop every time I flex a muscle. Trying pulling my arm down"She saysI tried as hard as I can but can't seem to pull her arm down.I can't evenbudge it."This all part natural and part years of working out my body to. He drove us to my prom and was the perfect gentleman. He opened my door for me, held my hand and just treated me like a queen. After we ate, he sat down with me and my friends. I peeked at him. 'Wow, he is one in a million. Chad has been spouting off about college for twenty minutes now, and Marco is just sitting there trying to listen. He is enduring this bullshit just for me, he couldn't be a better step brother if he tried. Well, maybe that remains to be seen.' "I'm telling you now, as soon.