I didn’t feel any pleasure believe me. This shit hurts! "Look you said you wanted to be a woman well now you are and trust me baby after this , nex... time you will love it!" He said to me “Next time” I said out loudI only knew Shawn for like two months but during that time he spent money on me all the time. My mother was never home and my father lived in South Carolina. He was a deadbeat dad. Never called or nothing. He only cared about himself. The next thing you know I heard…. Both of our eyes spoke of deep hunger, maybe me more so than hers, since I'd never done this before. I wanted it so badly, and yet, I was so nervous that I would fuck if up somehow."Are you sure about this?" I asked."I'm positive, darling!" she answered."Maybe I should put on a condom?" I enquired."No. I want to feel every inch of you. I want to feel every rim, every throbbing vein upon your hard cock as it slips inside!" she spoke, in a provocative manner. "Just sit there, let me take you to. "My eyes stayed glued on them as she spoke, absorbing all the little details. They looked almost similar but different, which I guess would be expected in an adopted family. There were two girls and three boys and they looked like they belonged in college.One girl was small, almost pixie-like in her sharp features, her hair dark as night in a French braid. She wore earth tones and had very little make-up on, giving the appearance of being very simple and uncomplicated.The other girl set my. And since then we have had several lunches. During that time, he has been a perfect gentleman.”I said bitterly, “Meaning he hasn’t tried to fuck you yet.” She looked disgusted and said, “There’s no need to be vulgar. It isn’t like that. He’s older and very rich and worldly. All he wants is my companionship.”I looked incredulous. So she quickly added, “He asked me to accompany him to Paris next week. And I am going to go with him. It would just be this one time. He’s married.” I said, “Let me.