Days like this call me to leave my usual surroundings and visit my favorite cove. It’s small and hidden, and hard to get to. It’s nestled between ...liffs that make it almost invisible. Perfect. There are a few rocks on which to sunbathe, as well as a beach with the softest sand you can imagine. There’s a tide pool too, full of small creatures.It was on this perfect day in a perfect setting, when I sat on a rock and stuck my bare feet into the warm sand. I was so happy I decided to sing one of my. ‘The guys don’t want to be unfaithful to their partners either. This way it’s just seen as no more than them masturbating, it’s just over a girl. Why don’t you come and meet the guys next Friday? Come and have a drink with us all, have a chat and get to know everybody. If you come to terms with the idea you can stay and have some fun, if not walk away and no harm is done. Julie knew the £300 would come in handy and after all she could indulge in her own fantasy at the same time. She agreed to. 'Well ok, just shout if you do, ' I say, like he's a small boy. He hated that, I can tell.I finish up and rejoin my girlfriend. 'Is he ok?' she giggles.'Just about. God, Em, did you see the way he was slobbering at your tits. Bet the poor bastard hasn't had any in years.'Emma tries to reply but can't, she's having a major fit of the funnies. 'Pull yourself together, babe, ' I warn. 'He'll be back in a minute.' She does, thankfully, because here he comes, old Degsy, gimping doggedly back to our. But eventually they came, and not just sniffling tears... real tears, sobbing tears. I couldn't help it. I was really, really scared... "Who's crying... is that you Indiana. For gods sakes girl, that won't help anything It could drive me crazy though. so stop it." I'm sorry, it's just that... I can't help it. Derrick, my boyfriend back in Indiana, he says I'm a cry baby... well, not really my boyfriend any more. He broke up with me when I moved to New York." So you had a boyfriend back in.