I stare up at you, speechless, uncomprehending, when you rip the tape off my mouth. Until that moment, I hadn't realized I'd been making a sound, that...in fact I'd been whimpering helplessly almost the entire time. I manage a whisper. ?Please don't hurt me.? .I figure you must have removed the tape from my mouth for some reason, but even I know it isn't to hear me say that.?I'm not going to hurt you, you dumbass cunt. Just do what I say.?You're looking me over from face to toes. The disgust. Period. So while watching some porn one day, I pleasured myself and finished in a baggie. A couple of other days later, I did it again and came inside the same baggie and in the freezer it went. I never mentioned it to my wife or gave it much thought after that.One morning as I was walking out the door to go to work, she told me that she had a special surprise planned for me later. I inquired about details, but she wouldn't tell me. When I came home from work, my wife told me to shower and get. "Julie was just as happy as he was and their enthusiasm was contagious."Come on, we have to have a celebration," he continued. "We have to have a special event to mark this." Why don't you take me out to dinner? We can go on Sunday and I get to be waited on instead of the other way around," she said lightly."Great, I'll make a reservation and we'll celebrate."He reserved a table at Cimonini's Tuscan Bistro and they had a wonderful meal. It was a very romantic evening, complete with violinist,. It gave me a thrill again. I started chatting with a 19 year old guy, whose handle was "Bored tonight". We chatted for a while and I explained again that I was looking for a guy to blow. After about 15 minutes of messages back and forth my phone buzzed to alert me to a new message: Bored Tonight: "I'm coming over". I asked him if he was serious? At this stage I had kind of given up on the idea of anything happening, it was almost 04.30. Then I got a message asking me to come to the lobby to.