"I want to apologize because things got a little out of hand at the party. I wanted to have a little fun but I didn't expect it to go that far."Jimmy ...topped and looked at Todd. He searched his face to see if he was being truthful. He wasn't sure what he saw in his eyes but it almost appeared that he was being sincere."Hey man, I know I can be a real jerk and I admit I am attracted to Jennifer. If you want to punch me in the mouth for that, go ahead," Todd said with a smile."I don't want to. I had toyed with the idea of buying hormones over the net and trying them out, but that was madness. I had just been seriously ill and my body had been through the mill. The last thing it needed was me pouring something into it without knowing the effect. So I booked to see a specialist consultant in gender reassignment who had a clinic in Bristol. I took the train, dressed as Jennifer and decided that I would make inquiries about starting the ball rolling towards a sex change. I reasoned that. I sat there and wondered what I was doing when my life went to hell. That’s when I saw someone who looked vaguely familiar. My heart skipped a beat when I recognized someone I hadn’t seen since my Bay State College days. Wendy Durand Parker, the young woman I constantly butted heads with in my Ethics class. I sat there, frozen. You see, Wendy worked at the school library, and I used to have a thing for her. If you saw Wendy back then, you’d understand why. Five-foot-nine, with dark bronze. . then I won't be able to stop."Instead he leaned over and breathed in her scent for a moment, before giving her a chaste kiss on the cheek."See you tonight?" he asked softly."Of course," she replied."I'll take you out to that dinner and a movie; that I once promised you." Oh ... but I thought that we would be going back to your place again," she began and he grinned at her."I don't think I can bear to be alone with you and not be able to make love to you. And I don't think we can do that yet.