He had never behaved this way before her mother left. It would not be until much later that she would realize that it was actually her mother that Ed ...anted to punish. Ed was furious about having been abandoned by his wife. Suzanne would never know where her mother went or why she left, but it was the daughter who remained behind to pay for her actions. Suzanne had the misfortune of looking like her mother. Ed, in his rage at his wife, seemed not to be able to tell the difference. Suzanne. "It might also prove nothing and I would lose my hold over the him. Let's do it my way for now." I suggested."Hey you called on my cell phone, not the station's phone, so there is no tape of this call," he said."I knew that," I said with a laugh. I also knew he probably recorded all his cell phone calls and save one now and then."So what are you doing today, so I know where to look for the bodies?" he asked."I would never leave them just laying around, you know that. But for your information. His car was still parked in the front of the house where he'd left it yesterday. As he walked out to it he remembered his last walk to this car and shuddered. He glanced around but nobody was outside yet so he hurried and got into his car.The seats were still pushed up and he had to close the windows.Another shameful reminder of what had happened here just a few hours earlier. Tom drove to work, parked his car, and went into his office at Venture Publications. He saw Carol and Marie sitting at. Don't judge!).The next thing I knew I was standing up looking down at myself. You really learn alot about life watching the smoke waft up from your burnt out eyesockets. The ultimate irony came when I tried to leave the apartment and found that I couldn't. I hardly ever went out in life, why would death be any different. When my body was finally discovered I couldn't even go with it (still don't know what happened to it, hope it was a good funeral!)It didn't really dawn on me that I was dead.