"I'm going to read a few poems and then pause and answer any queries you might have. I hope not to depress you overly, but these are dark, not joy-fil...ed works. If you can't bear it, just go ahead and leave."He read two. They were about loss and loneliness. He said: "This next one's somewhat longer." It was, it was solitary and bewildered. While most of it was relatively free in form, there was a repeating section of four lines that echoed again and again. I recognized it as the second stanza. “Just had to get comfortable.”“If you say so,” she said as she lay back on the pillow.“Are you done looking in my mouth?” I asked.“For now,” she said.“Think it’s something I need to do something about?”“Don’t know, I’ll ask mom.”I turned out the light and lay down with my head on her right breast and she held my head in place. After a couple of minutes I asked, “How come French kissing makes me feel the way I do.”“How does it make you feel?” she asked.“I…I don’t know how to say…it makes me. 9. Nothing drastic. He was really well shaved as he always was and I played with his balls as I took his cock in my mouth. "You're not such a bad cock sucker yourself there James," Coach said to him, "You must have done this a few times." It's actually my first time coach," he responded."Fuck guys, you boys are turning me on so much," the Coach said."Mark," James said to me, "I want you to fuck me," Y-y-you do?" I said to him, shocked at what he had just said."I'm gay Mark, do you realize how. If I got a script for it she could do it for me. I had no idea what a prostate massage entailed but I figured, what the hell, I had come to like massages so much I'll take ANY massage. I told her I would not be able to see the doctor again for at least a month or so because he was backed up quite a bit but I would look into getting the script as soon as possible. After that session she started initiating conversations about other sexual topics. Eventually the talks between us sounded more like.