Instead of me being your… how did you say it last night? ‘Bitch, slave’ that’s it, you are going to be my bondage pain slut! I have waited for...this day since I was 10 and you hit me across the back of the legs with that stupid bullwhip of yours!”“That was over 40 years ago!! Let it go for Christ’s sake, and let me up; my bladder is just about to bust!”Kay laughed at me and then to my horror, she threw a leg over me and the bench and sat on my lower abdomen. “So you, my big brother have to go to. " What? Some nigger did that?" I felt sick at the idea and looking at the girl sitting right in front of me made it worse."Oh no, ma'am." Lilah shook her head. "He was a white man. He was my owner then." Your Master did that? He raped you?"I had a hard time believing any white man would ever rape a child, and a master doing it? That sounded crazy to me, like some of those lies you hear sometimes, the ones the abolitionist people spread in their little pamphlets and such. I didn't ever believe. .. is your nickname Doctor Pain?"The crew was sitting at the portable sidescan sonar trying to decide if the helicopter was worth recovering. Well ... David was writhing under the attentions of Dr. Pain. The boys were holding down the limbs she wasn't amputating. So ... the girls and the Chief were trying to decide if the little helicopter was worth recovering.The sixteen year olds were being cute and covering their ears so as to not hear the cuss-words David was using. Even the Chief was. Nurse Leigh rubbed anothercotton ball on my ass, and pulled by sweats back up. At that point shecould have whacked me with a two-by-four and I don't think I would havecared.I was told to return to the exam room for another checkup the nextmorning, and sent to dinner. My knee were still weak, so I was walkingslowly and it took me a while to get there.. I was very foggy as I satdown next to Michael at a table with a few other Pinkbands. Earlier Ihad planned on hanging around with the Bluebands,.