But, I look, study, learn, and marvel. So many people, so many directions. As I scan to my right, I see a family that obviously does not travel much... Dad is standing with a book open that appears to have a picture of a red sand desert on the front, a guide book possibly. He has the oldest child standing next to him while mom has the youngest in a stroller and the middle child on a dirty, teddy bear, backpack leash. I watch for a few seconds as the kid becomes a human yo-yo. Running to try. Mom nay kaha mny khuch nhe krna ab khud he kro. Mri shirt bhe uttro jb mny shirt utrnay laga mom nay mry lips say kis ke phr ak dum kissing aur is trha jsy barson bd kiss kr rahe him bhokh meta rahe hun.Aur 20 mint k bd bolein rahal mn pagal ho gai hun tum pa. Mujhy raton mn nind nhe ati din rat her lamha tumhri shakal nrz ati hy god nay tum ko kitna hasein banya hy… Mom nay kaha aaj agah mari bojha do… Mny room lock kea mom ko master bed pa dala.. Lips say kis start ke aur neck aur full face. Aame smart ganee undhi, tellati pikkalu, padukunnanduku, shirt pai button open undadam valla balisina sallu agupadthunnai, vallu malayalam loo english loo matladthunnaru, meem telguloo , neenu aa ammay pirralu, sallu, chusthuntee naa modda lechindi, maaa avida adi chusi “eem dhani chudagaane lesoraga chsindhi, appatkee, vaadi modda pant loonundee nikki shape kanapadthundi, “heey raani choodu manam bf lloo chusamgaaa, ee nallolla modda entha podugundhooo” ani angaane, maa avida oraga chsthundhi,. . No, I can't be that selfish! But I can see now why none of the other Hopewell women had the guts to do this. It hurts... Oh, it hurts..."Mark started to cry, weeping softly into Kara's shoulder. Kara petted his head, her own eyes moist with tears. And then Kara also broke into weeping. "Oh Mark, how could I do this to you? Sweet and kind and thoughtful Mark, what have I done?" Kara wailed softly in the depth of her despair of Mark's pain. "Oh, what have I done?!" Kara, have I been unfaithful.