Ok,maybe not the most eloquent of expressions,hahaha,but I became very fond of really filthy verbal talk.I soon learned where the best,most active pub...ic toilets where around town,(most of them truth be told),& I'd pop in and out of them with some frequency,school & home life allowing.Even if I was in town with my mam of a saturday I'd find time for a quick visit.There was one particular toilet close to the bus depot in Middlesbrough,where I lived,which was well popular.And the cubicle walls. . if that?s a thing... it?s not,is it? Well, then like a friend outing.??I think you can just say ?it?s a date? without meaning ?a date? date, yaknow,? Mark said, trying to make me feel better about babbling. I stillhad a tendency to do that when I got nervous, and I still got nervousaround him. I recognized this nervous energy. It was the same feeling Ifelt that night Mark was in my bedroom after I hurt my ankle. And thoughI definitely thought of Mark as a friend and not a lover, I still. I'll start breakfast. Besides, Auntie Emily and Angel willbe here soon. Get a move-on and...by the way...thanks for the delightfulwake-up!" She was definitely all smiles.Less than forty-five minutes later Elizabeth and I had showered togetherand she had set our hair in hot curlers, done our make-up, and evenpainted my toe nails. She insisted that I douche my 'boy-pussy' as shetermed it. She patiently demonstrated the proper procedure as sheinserted a perforated curved tube into her vagina. The. The light was coming from the bedroom, the door there also just barely cracked. I tiptoed down the hallway, holding my breath. Even in the moment I marveled at having to actually breathe now. I strained my ears. Nothing. Or was that breathing? Maybe that was mine. I wasn’t used to having to hold my breath damnit, it was something else I had to grow accustomed to. I shrugged. Ex-vampire or not, I had practiced martial arts since my visit to China in the mid 1600’s. I managed to remember to take.