I definitely did not want anyone to love me.But such is the mindset of the erect penis that I could not, would not let my hypothetical, groundless fea... of a social unlikely fact, a college-aged virgin, deter me from my hoped for goal, pleasure from release in her loins.I tore my eyes from her tantalizing bare skin and dropped them to the covered perfect breasts which had initially drawn my attention. Let me here make a confession. Nothing turns me on like the sight of a nipple pushing out the. We talked for sometime in the darkness about several things and then fell silent. I am not sure if she was asleep, but I was uncomfortable. Here I was, now nude, with a hard cock between my legs, and my mother was less than a foot away from me. True she was my mother, but it was also true that she had something which could bring down my erection which was getting uncomfortable. I took my cock in my hand, opened the foreskin and started masturbating, but it wasn’t really enjoyable. I tried for. He had his male lover in Jack. He remained friends with his first boyfriend, Trevor, but the sexual relationship had ended. He had Rachel. He shared Celia with Joe, and sometimes Jane. Rachel too, though always separate. He shared Jill with Rachel. That was it.Ginny or Ginger had become like Shawna with him. Close friends, even deeply close, but no longer lovers. Ginger would end up with Joe and, most often, Raven.Joe on the other hand never settled down. Girlfriends would continue on for. I had failed... Again... I did as she asked, and wondered where I had gone wrong. As I walked away, I felt her 'itch' switch shudder, and smiled inwardly as she scratched it.The snow was falling lightly as I walked home.Dennis was gone, but I found a note from Gina on my pillow, and noted that my room had been completely cleaned up. Even all my figurines on their shelves had been straightened, and looked good. Nick, I know that I don't deserve your forgiveness, and I'm sorry I can't seem to say.