. Please, don't make me -"My babbling was cut off by the slap of her hand of the desktop. "That isquite enough, young lady," she said sharply. "One mo...e outburst like thatand I'll put you over my knee and spank you, do you understand?"I nodded miserably, ignoring Mr Everett's quiet chuckle. His sisterstared at me hard for a few seconds and then her expression softened alittle. "I'm not talking about your body parts. We already know whatyou'll decide, but we'll let you work it out yourself. The. And pushed me from bed and told me to wake up. I stood up and i didnt knw wt to say n wt to do though on phone talks i used to b very talkative with her . She then hugged me and gave a cheek kiss to me. Now i was fully awake.(lolz) then sh went to washroom and got fresh . We were suppose to leave fr goa next day evening. . We had lunch together and decided to go for movie late night . She said she want to rest till that time. I was watching tv and she slept . I started looking her . She was in. Testosterone will rationalize anything. After what felt like a million years of keeping my hands clear of myself, I couldn't take it any more. The thing, whatever was in it, had clearly done its job, and the job wanted a test drive to make sure everything still worked. The heat had subsided to a dull rush, which could have quite easily been the hot water of the tub. It had been nearly half an hour with no other sensation or adjustment- everything seemed fine.Fuck, I was in the tub; I didn't. I am an IMMORTAL!"He snarled this last. It was somewhat less than a shout, yet more than his normal unvaried tone. And I knew... then... finally what it all meant. I knew how he would die. Tonight, at my hand, and yet not my hand. He was a creature of what was once popular culture. A fiction in a series of books by a woman who was as lost as he ever was. A woman who preached, all unknowing, damnation. Worship of the physical. Yet how could he deceive himself so? He knew that all things.