I couldn’t help but going faster the feeling was so great closing my eyes pretending that I was sitting on top of a man fucking me got my dick hard....I started moaning and jacking off. Now I switched positions I laid on my back, feet in the air and started sticking it in my asshole with my hand it was great but then I stopped and I realized the time, my brothers coming home from work so I quickly get a towel, wipe the dildo and my asshole which was now pretty loose and open and hid the dildo.. And now my life was shattered.My old friends had abandoned me. My wife had replaced me. I had gonefrom a threesome to a one-some. I was alone. I felt the emptiness in myheart, the hole in my soul.I put my suitcase on my bed. Tearfully, I started to fill it, startingfirst with my practical clothes. But I put some nice things in, too, incase I might end up on the streets. In my old life, I had been acomputer programmer, but there was no work to be had there. Notanymore.Sarah, missing me from the. It felt like I was walking to the gallows. My stomach and chest hurt. I was on the edge of tears. We normally just walked into each other’s houses, but I knocked and Beth’s mom answered.“Nate! What happened today? Beth won’t come out of her room.”“Hi, Mrs. Haines.” My tears started to fall. “I ... I was ... mean to her. Can I talk to her?”“Go ahead up to her room. I hope she talks to you.”I marched solemnly up the stairs and tried her door. It was locked, so I knocked.“Beth?”“Go away!”“Please,. After the kids had gone to bed one night, and much tomy delight she pulled it out from under our bed andasked me if I’d read a couple of stories to her fromit. Not only shocked that she’d found the magazine, Iwas turned on to no end that her and I had theopportunity to be liniment for the first time in whatseemed like months.As I somewhat nervously thumbed through the stories,kind of reading the first paragraph or two of five orsix of them, Darcey asked me to go back to one.