You move your back up against your headboard, your knees are still folded, I am now standing on my knees in front of you, you reach under my dress and...you place your hands on my bum, you realize i am not wearing any panties, you find your way, you reach around the front and grab my wet, pulsing, hungry cunt with your hand. I am wet, I am soaked, I am dripping, I need to get my pussy ravaged, I know I am going to cum, over and over and over today. I am so wet that there is now time to play. We got back into bed and I was groped pretty well while we sipped wine. I took breaks and worked at getting him hard again, it didn’t happen too fast. During this, while I sucked and stroked, he moved me around so that he could play with my backside. The first hard slap took me by surprise. The next few lit a little fire back there. Yes…I knew that he was a spanker and more. By the time his cock was coming to attention, again, I was beginning to sting pretty well. He pulled me off his cock then. She looked at me and said she understood why I had to pay for sex and I laughed saying I enjoyed being humiliated. She said whatever and told me to lay on her bed so she could blow me. I offered her more money to strip naked for me and she accepted. Her body was hot! Little a-cup titties with long nipples, flat tummy, shaved pussy and such a firm ass! I told her I wanted to fondle her before she sucked me so she layed between my legs against my fat gut, and allowed me to feel her young body. I. Do yoga.Don't feel guilty if you don't know what to do with your life. The most interesting people I know learned what to do with their life at 22 from a good dominatrix. Some of the most interesting 40-year-olds I know are good dominatrixes.Get plenty of estrogen. Be kind to your boobs. You'll miss them when they're not as perky.Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll wear a frilly maid's uniform, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll get SRS at 40, maybe you'll still be doing the wild thing.