I’m going to cut wrist to elbow vertically, should do the trick. But wait I want to get some practice cuts in first. You know so I can make it perfe...t. I cut the side of my arm three times horizontally, the second cut was the deepest. For about a minute I was mesmerized by my own blood falling into the sink, nothing else existed at that moment. I was in a trance I didn’t even feel any pain, it was like I was floating away from my body. Drip…Drip…Drip…Drip. Strangely symbolic my dance with. It was plain and clean friendship.It all began on one fine day. We were chatting and suddenly the topic of sex was removed. That day I came to know that Avani was not a virgin; she had lost her virginity to her ex, who had just used her. I got curious and started to ask her questions as what all happened in detail. I was getting aroused listening to her. I masturbated that night imagining that I was fucking her. Next day I also told her about my experience with my ex. I just have had oral sex. I was about to bring myself there when we heard another noise outside. I stopped my pleasuring and we all immediately covered up and sat still.In the distance, a woman squatted down and was peeing in the trees. I found it fascinating; I'd heard others before in neighbouring cubicles, but I'd never seen it for myself. It lasted only a short time but it seemed to take her ages to straighten out her dress. Who wears a dress for a walk in the woods? If she'd turned round, she probably would have. We decided the security problems would be easier out here instead of in the middle of Vegas in an open casino. There is only one road in and out, and I have men on roving patrols around the clock. There are also hidden cameras that cover the whole perimeter as well as motion detectors. This place is better protected than Fort Knox, so relax and take your hand off that pistol before you shoot yourself.I dropped my hand, feeling like a fool, but I was starting to get pissed because I hadn't been.