"You took my virginity, this morning," she said, in a low voice. "Are you ready to do it, again?"I chuckled, nervously, and shook my head."You can onl... lose your virginity, once." That depends on how you define virginity, doesn't it?" She smiled and hitched her head toward the door. I glanced that way and saw Kristin, with her camera, recording us. It was another semi-scripted show."How do you define it, then?" I asked, looking back up at Aunt Karen."Once again, that depends on the context. The. My Mother did not say OH NO SON Let me show you how. She just dropped the clean clothes and called me a dirty and disgusting man. Next Morning she made me breakfast like nothing happened and we have never spoke of it again. I tried sleepwalking out of the bathroom, naked with cock in hand at 3 in the morning and turned right instead of left, opened her bedroom door and crawled into her oversized bed. I lifted her nighty exposing moms naked body and spooned her for close to 5 min with out moving. I debated opening the letter, and decided not to while Tony was there.He confirmed my thinking a second later by adding, "Marsha said you were to read it when you could be alone." I could see his curiosity, but I had no more intention of assuaging it, than he would be interested in giving me a blow by blow description of him and Sue Ellen."Gotta find Sue Ellen," he said, echoing my own thoughts. "Back in a few."He vanished and I opened the letter."Tom,I thought and thought about how to start. “That would be a lie” I whispered.Caitlin flashed a smile, took my hand and lead us down the beach. She settled on a small sandy cove, formed by the dunes, which partially obscured us from the sunbathers that speckled the beach around us. "A bit more private here," Caitlin said with a wink, while I stretched our blanket across the sand. I then placed our cooler at the edge of the blanket, further obstructing our view of the others on the beach."A penny for your thoughts?" Caitlin asked. I was.