To the sick twisted psyche of the doctor, this brought a sexual satisfaction much greater than intercourse. He often wished he could hear the conversa...ions held in the car on the couples’ way home. In his imagination he could hear the wife telling her husband she didn’t care what he thought she had to have, whatever his name happened to be. Dr. Carter was using his device for his own pleasure so much he could no longer become aroused by normal sexual relations. At first, he told himself he. I beat on that barrier as fiercely as I could with my fists, but there was no response. Mentally striking myself on the forehead, I pulled my cell phone from my briefcase. No service. A quick glance around the lobby revealed that this hotel had followed the standard practice of removing all public phones. Such easy avenues of infection could not be permitted.After a few moments of thought, the best idea I could come up with was to find a police station. Although I did not recall passing one. Like I could solve my issue if I just thought about it long enough. I wanted kids, I think, but now felt too soon. My husband just never brought it up. And I the same. I hadn’t even talked to him about it. Honestly who has the time or the drive to start a family. Me? I’ve been busy. I needed to talk to him though. That’s the one thing I decided on over the last few days. I’m not going to tell him I want kids. I have to be careful about how I tell him- I just want to share what I feel, see what. We are slow at making decisions and in this sexual explorative environment, probably slower than most. Anyway, we had already enjoyed a bit of fun here and there and we had decided to spend a nice day at our favourite nude beach while we were visiting the city. The weather was shaping up to be a little windy in the afternoon but would be ok for most of the day. We had our water, sun shelter, towels, sunscreen and even some lunch packed so we could relax and enjoy ourselves for an extended.