. and accept that he can love another woman, just as I can. I let go of my anxiety, insecurity, hypocrisy, etc. and embraced the idea that Jason is he...e with me, and with Lacey now, because he wants to be there with me ... and now, us. Everything that he has done, the patience, sweet surrender and submission, trust that he has shown me, and now us ... it has shown me that I was wrong to let jealousy and resentment affect me so much. I was wrong to be so paranoid. I have learned so much about. ”“I owe you a day spa session, sweetie, I promise,” Buddy said over his shoulder as he slipped out the back exit. I will be back in an hour.”Carmela barely had time to turn her head when Mickey strode into the records room with his massive dick all the way out of his pants.‘ “Jesu, I have never seen it that huge,” Carmela said, forcing a smile. “Is that for me?”“Yeah, baby,” he growled. “I need you on me, bad.”Carmela slipped her panties off, Mickey sat in a handy chair and she tried to slowly. It wasn't until they ungagged him that I noticed just how far away from anyone else we were. He was screaming profanities and promises of violence as loud as he could, but I doubted anyone would hear, and if they did, I wondered if they would care.They tied him up with ropes fed through those small holes in the spool, and let him yell himself out. Once he realized yelling got him nowhere, he tried pleading."Please, my family has got money, I will pay you anything to not kill me..."He began to. For years I’ve been dreaming about getting out of the “friend zone” with Mack, admiring him from afar, not creeping, but stealing covert glance at him from over the top of my monitor, or listening in on his conversations, but I was certain he would never go for it. Not with me anyway. See, Mack’s one of those people that don’t know I’m gay. I hadn’t told him for fear it would ruin our friendship, being so fragile that it was. We hung out with entirely different crowds of people, not really.