"No, I guess I haven't." You're not sure?" she asked, wrinkling her brow."Oh, no, I'm sure, I was just ... I don't know, kind of nervous." So, yes or ...o? Have you had sex with a girl?" No, he knows that." Well, I'm here if you want that to change, Jason. What do you think?" she said as she twirled around for me."It's not some kind of a joke? Something Mel would pull on me?"She reached her arms across and pulled her top right up over her head. She had to be serious to do that. This was no joke. . thn evening v both get ready and taken permittion from our parents adn v gone to party its one hour journey from my home than v reached to party its so crouded after the party and dinner v come out from her friend homei starts my bike and suddenly my cosin frnd came to near usand she askd drop to her home on day way coz its so late auto wl not safethn my cosin agreedso i starts my bike and i told to sit them1st my cosin sit behind me next my cosin frndwow its amage to me my cosin sit freely. )I am helping her dry her hair now. We are weaving in and around each other, becoming quite tangled in each other’s limbs, torsos, beach towel, and smiles.I take a chance, impulsively darting bravely forward, and steal a kiss. She lets the kiss linger. Our eyes open before each other and the chemistry, lightning bolt, pheromone, chromosome, oh how I want to hear her moan....HONK!!!!! HONK!!!!! HONK!!!!!!Damn tow truck destroys our moment, and we find ourselves untangled, startled, and she. I got bigger and began to mature but my penis stayedsmall. I mean really small, when I am hard as a rock I am about 4inches long. Unbeknownst to everybody, I was extremely self consciousabout anything relating to real relationships or sex with a woman. Ikept it very well hidden because I'm so outgoing and had tons offriends. I always lied when my male friends and I would talk aboutexperiences with sex; but, never enough that is seemed suspicious likeI was covering something up or hiding.