The beautiful lady was moaning during sex. But it was not like in porn it was very slow and very sweet voice. She was making a soft sound like ufffff....aaaa..uffff..huuuummmm.. She was saying him to stop at the beginning but later they both started enjoying in full flow. It was the first time in my life I was watching real sex. Friends real sex is totally different from porn sex. In real sex, there is more fun than porn sex. The beautiful lady was not moaning loudly like in porn sex. She was. And as I got older, I found out there were places I could go and do just that. Out-of-the-way restrooms, public parks, woods, parking areas, adult bookstores, porno theaters – all places that men found or created with one idea in mind – that guys like me could be used by other men for quick and satisfying sex. I discovered that as much as I liked the idea of being used, many men, particularly married men, liked the idea of using another human being, selfishly and completely, and pleasuring. At one point as Han licked my finger clean I noticed our once homophobic neighbor's attention was becoming more focused on the glistening pussy next to him, instead of the other ones appearing up on the screen. Han came to a shuddering orgasm and pulled my finger up to her mouth for one more taste, before leaning over to free my cock. My cock was already hard and beginning to ooze pre-cum. Han licked the clear fluids leaking from the eye of my cock and then took me into her mouth. I tried to. She stood in the street and shouted obscene remarks at me and anyone else who said anything. Eventually she walked away. She was found the next morning brutally raped and severely beaten to death, and she had a high alcohol level in her blood.I felt bad having thrown her out, even though I knew deep down that it was the only thing to do.I decided I had to get away, so I decided to return to my parent's home. I arrived in the early hours of the morning, and my mother let me in. My father and I.