Not far for Lightning turns out to be further that I thought, but we got there eventually.Lightning has very good hearing, because every time there wa... someone on the road, he'd slip into the forest and wait for them to go past. It's pretty cool riding a horse that can talk, because I don't think you could do that half so well on a normal horse — even if you could hear them coming.Eventually we ran out of forest to hide in. There were so many houses! I had no idea so many people lived around. I wasn’t really good for anything as a friend anyway. I wasn’t good for anything. Maybe Becky would be better off this way, I thought, as my heart sank into an empty void leaving an open cavity in my chest.I was frayed and numb by the time I got home. The chorus of voices in my head beating me down had calmed mostly with the understanding that I knew. I knew what I was and how worthless I was. Mom and Dad weren’t home. Brian was out still. I couldn’t work on the paper, I could barely focus on. During one of the slower songs I became intrigued noticing for the first time the contrast of my white hand on Marcus's black arm, I kissed him.Marcus did not waste the oppertunity he started kissing back. His kiss was like none other I had ever recieved compassionate, confident I did not notice he was rubbing my ass.We danced several more times that night and got closer with every song. I was dancing real close to Marcus and felt something rubbing my stomach. I backed away a little and looked. But how can I in bus to that unknown lady. In next stop the person nearby me get down. Now as I expected she sat near me and at that time only I could see her ass J J J wow. Very much excited with size of 38 and its shape. I couldn’t control myself. I was about to touch her boobs with my elbow since am having my hands over my bag which is on my laps and also due to her boobs are erect n firm n sharp. At that time when someone about to rush to get down beside her, she was pushed towards be and I.