Also called merging.”9. CELEBUDYKE: “A lesbian who is famous or near-famous for doing almost nothing. Ingrid Casares, who is known primarily becau...e she has dated her way through the lesbian elite, is a prime example. On a local level can refer to a dyke on the scene, whether activist or club hopper, who everybody knows.”10. PRIMARY LESBIAN: “A woman who experiences her lesbianism as innate or biologically determined, rather than as chosen or elected.”11. JAM: “Mid-century slang for straight. It said: “Merry Christmas, Ward Wedding 1975.” Oh my God! What kind of magic is this? I was feeling and experiencing everything, but my memories were blending with hers. I had become Gina Black—or now… Gina Ward. I was twenty-two years old and had known Chris since we were children. “I want to toast my daughter and her new husband,” my father announced. No! He’s not my father! He’s Gina’s! I scolded myself. Everyone raised their glasses. “May they live a long and prosperous life and. But I also see them laughing so I don’t think its something serious. But I wonder what they are talking about. I see mom is nodding her head like its a yes to something.Then I see Mohsin pulls his penis out and he takes off the condom. I thought he came already. But he slams his penis bare right into mom. I was shocked by seeing him. I thought mom would never allow him to go inside her without a condom. I know Mohsin told me earlier on chat he doesn’t like a condom.But mom does not seem to show. For all the theorising and militant speeches made, the 'circle of the struggle, ' the informal Anarchist collective they styled themselves as, only 'Oz' and Catalina had actually put their bodies on the line.Most of the 'circle' 'Oz' decided, were no more than intellectual dilletantes and weird artists who'd no more clue about fighting Fascists than he could paint a Picasso. 'Oz' told Catalina that many of them thought they could blow the Nazis down with hot air.Catalina understood what he.