Istood up to stretch, looking at myself in the mirror.I looked so different. I felt so different. Sighing I thought, What amI going to do? But before ... could answer, Natasha stormed into myroom. Waving her hands around, exasperated, she asked, "What in thehell did you do that for?" Dumbfounded by her entrance, I asked,"What?" Trevor, smartass! Why did you tell Trevor?" I shrugged. "He wasalready going to figure it out. Might as well be honest." Scoffing,Nat retorted, "So you wait until after. I complied my hot smelly piss tasted of barrier cream and an after taste of the vodka. I felt slightly light headed as the pressure round my neck and the obstruction over my mouth left me gasping for breath. I could feel a tension in me that I’d never felt before. I felt a love and a neediness for my step mum I had felt for no other human being. I sucked the diaper till I could get no more from it. My step mum released me from my duty for now. Once again I could not see her or feel her. . And whatever it was, I wanted it! Bad! But violating what Dad said was ‘Rule 0’ about sex was not something I could do. Aunt Bethany, Dad, Aunt Chess, and everyone would be extremely angry and my moms would be pissed. And besides, I didn’t want to die from HIV!“What about a test? Aunt Bethany says you have to have one!”“I did! But I can’t imagine you have.”I laughed, “You do know my Aunt Bethany, right? She insists that all the ‘cousins’ get tested once they start puberty! But I don’t have any. . for the rest of the week that is.’ ‘Shit!’ ‘Language, watch the language. Remember who you’re in bed with.’ I laughed. ‘We’re not in bed. We’re on the couch.’ ‘You know what I mean.’ I didn’t answer, instead I enveloped one of her small strawberry tipped nipples and licked it round and round. Her areola, about the size of a quarter, pebbled over and I licked them too. ‘Ewe! You are soooo nasty!’ She groaned. ‘I’ll show you nasty in a few minutes, Honey-Baby, Sugar Pie.’ Megan convulsed with.