I ran my fingers along the wooden frame, letting them explore the texture of the wood. Then when I was directly under the middle of the painting, I di... what I have done countless times before. I dropped my hand and turned my back on it. Usually I’ve done this in a brightly lit room, so I could see clearly what I’m looking at. This time, looking across the room in the darkness, I could only just make out a rectangular frame, darker than the wall it sits on, above the couch. I couldn’t see it. I want to do mommy and daddy things with you. I want to get naked for you. Would you mind?Dave: That sounds wonderful, Sweetie, but men my age are not supposed to be boyfriends of girls your age. I can only be a SECRET boyfriend.Jessi: What is a secret boyfriend?Dave: The only people who can know are the two of us. Not mommy, NOT ANYONE!Jessi: I won’t tell a soul!Dave: What do you want to do first?Jessi: Will you kiss me?Dave: Climb up on my lap like a good girlfriend.Jessi: Go slow with. I was tired and extremely frustrated, on the verge of crying. I was almost there but that was where I stayed - almost there. When a knock came at the door, I didn't know weather to be sad that I was being interrupted or happy someone was breaking this frustrating cycle.I answered the door; it was Victoria. She probably wanted to try to show me that stupid necklace again."What's wrong, Kelly?" Victoria asked.I was a little embarrassed. I probably looked terrible and my house must have smelled. You can come back out after supper and check on them,” Mrs. McIntyre told me.“Yes Ma’am.”As soon as we closed the corral gate, Red mounted the young sorrel mare. She was horsing strong and backed right up to take him.I turned toward the house and both Mrs. McIntyre and Darla were standing by the corral watching them mate. They walked away when I did, but they stopped three times to look back at the horses. They even walked backwards a few steps, and I looked back to see Red sticking that young.