It was hard getting over that disaster, but Susie and I pulled through. It's said time heals all wounds but I don't believe it. I think time simply pl...sters over such deep pain and slops on a fresh coat of paint, so that inadequate haphazard patch can't be seen unless you look close.To cope after a long period of grieving, Susie dove into her schoolwork while I immersed myself in my career and taking care of my daughter. I used to travel on occasion but, after Kay died, I was let off the hook. Beth and the rest of the crew was happy to be out of theircostumes and back into regular clothes on the way home.Beth's mom had asked Beth to come home this weekend so they could havetime together. After some hesitation she agreed to have somemother/daughter time with her mom.She dove her mom's car while her mom made some phone calls. While hermom chatted with the other volunteers and board members she had thatvision again. Once again she was making breakfast. Aaron came upbehind her put his. I wanted to feel what it’s like to have a giant black dick rip me apart and I wanted it NOW, but needed to prepare. I got off of my knees, eased out the 8incer inside of me, fixed the TV to play a really awesome video of flashing repetitive suggestions, changed hypno on my iPod to one that is layered with binaural suggestions, “You are a fag” “You are a sissy slut” “You love black cock” “Fuck men” “Be a cock slut” over and over these words start flood my brain. I hit the weed again- two deep. 9inch hai aur lund size 5lamba aur 1mota hai to baat kuch dino pahle ki hai main 18 year ka hone wala hun to mere ek frend ne mujhe gulbarga bulaya aur kaha ke aaja yaar thodi shopping karte hain Main subha 10baje aland se nikla bus se aur 11 baje main gulbarga cbs pohancha phir main city bus se big bazaar pohanch gaya phir hum pizza khane baith gaye thodi duri par ek aunty baithi thi jo mujhe ghur rahi thi aur main bhi use ghur raha thaPhir hum ne pizza khatam kiya aur shopping ke liye nikal.