"No, if that was the case, I'd be playing by the book all the time. You didn't answer my question, and an answer is critical. How much are you willing...to lose that you can replenish so you can try again?" I'll have to think about that. I'd still like to sit with you while you play a tournament." All right, but it will have to be late one night next week. Like the dumbbell I am, I didn't think to move my internet connection to the new house. I can't get it moved until tomorrow at the earliest.". Quietly I asked her and humbly, ‘Are you happy right now?’ ‘I am, I really am, and I feel at peace with you next to me’, she answered back. I smiled and reached around and undid her bra. I looked at her breasts and they were so breathtaking to me because this was Renee and we deeply enjoyed one another’s company. Especially since we were half naked and in my bed. There couldn’t be anything more romantic then that to me. ‘This is very romantic to me Renee. I almost want to say I love you, but I. After the fourth month I didn't even try to make love to her. It was if someone had ripped the soul out of her and just left a shell of who she once was.She became so depressed that I had to make sure that she was never alone. I was terrified that she would commit suicide. When I talked to her doctor about this, he suggested having a relative come to live with us for a while until Peggy snapped out it.I sat in the office that night, as I often did lately, and began to think. Her family was out. .... مش عارفة اقولك ايه ؟! بس انت النهاردة تعبتني .انا .... تعبتك ازاي ؟ ... هي. .... مش لازم اقول .انا ... جوزك نام ؟!هي: اه نام امال هكلمك وهو صاحي ؟؟!انا... طب عايز اشوفك دلوقت .هي .... لا طبعا مش هينفعانا : بقولك لازم اشوفك ان ش**** دقيتين ...هي ... عادل بجد مش هينفع ..انا .... بقولك انا نازل افتحي الشقة ،،،هاخد حضن وامش علي طول بس طفي انوار الشقة كلها هي : و**** انت مجنون ومش هترتاح غير لما جوزي يحس !!انا .... انا نازل. ولو مفتحتيش هخبط عليكم .لبست ترنج خفيف وملبستش حتة بوكسر علشان لما زبي.