I found Amber sitting on the stone patio crying, her face red and blotchy from the tears. At first, I thought her stepfather, Brian, had yelled at her... I thought her dog was sick or something equally predictable had happened. “What’s wrong? What’s wrong,” I asked. I sat next to her and held her hand but my stomach began to twist with dread when she wouldn’t say anything. Finally, Jeffrey, whom I hadn’t noticed, got up off of a black lawn chair. I looked at him and registered with surprise and. Before breakfast was over, I was easily dripping again with wanton anticipation! The sadist then said that he had done this cruel and sadistic thing to me last night in order to find out if I could really take this kind of abuse he had in store for me! But he had one more test? The look in his eyes as he pushed me down on the floor in front of the others onto my knees, and then onto my back left me trembling with fear and anticipation! He then told me to put my hands behind my head, and spread. “In the morning, I will recommend we pull up stakes and move on,” I said.“We aren’t going to retaliate?” she asked in disbelief.“No we aren’t. Not unless it is necessary to keep Shepard alive. It’s just the way things are done,” I explained. She had to learn this wasn’t like running around in indian country kicking in doors and blasting away.“Okay, I get it, but tell me would it be the same, if it were me tied to a chair,” she asked.“You tell me, would you have let that shit happen to you?” I. I smiled happy with the compliment turned to face her to pull my teeshirt over my head, as my head pushed through the neck I saw her again looking down at my boxers , shyly she quickly looked up just as her phone vibrated in her pocket. She read the message, looked at me ,asked if I was going in the clubhouse as I was changing clothes , she had seen me in there afew times after working, she sighed ,deep breath and asked if I had noticed my wife was behaving differently, ‘sort of’ I said , ‘not.