His kind friend insisted he join them but he had no desire to spend hours being questioned by the elder family members and being jumped on by the sma...l ones. All week he looked foward to some quiet time doing as he wished, going for a bike ride, job hunting, enjoying some good porn with volume, and maybe running into a hot friend and hooking up. That summer he had managed to make two plesant female friends. One relationship managed to remain innocent. He was good at that. They had done some. I decided to tie my shorts back up, and just in time because the bubbles stopped shortly after. I glanced over and Dan had already done up his shorts. Has he done this before? How odd. We decided that we would get out of the hot tub before we shriveled up into prunes. Lindsay informed us that she was going to get something to eat with the boys and the young couple and asked me if I would join them. I told them that I couldn’t because I wanted to make sure I was around in case my parents came. ”She: “Sure, I too will be waiting” (with an emoji smiley with two hearts in the eye)Me: “Ummmmmmmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaa.”I was waiting for her message which I received at around half past eleven “You can come, please ensure nobody sees.”Me: “I will take utmost care honey, keep the front door open for me.”I ran to the bathroom and took a quick chilly cold water shower. I changed to some nice shorts and a round necked T-shirt. I applied a nice flavored fragrance on my body and switched off all the. With that knowledge, each and every babysittingnight, alone at their house, became a sexual adventure into the pleasuresof feminine lingerie. It had to come then as it did, a date with fate so powerful that italmost destroyed me. For some time I was no longer satisfied with only wearing a panty, a bra,a girdle, a slip or a nightgown and jerking off. I wanted to go all theway. I wanted to fully dress as a woman.Once born, this idea transcended desire and lust. This idea would notleave me, or let.